this is it

akhir-akhir ini gue ngerasa hidup gue melankolis banget.

heem.

dikit-dikit ketemu dia, gue kaya pingin nangis. karena dia mirip banget sama mantan gue.

dan kenapa bayang-bayang mantan gue harus ada di dia?

aneh.

semua kaya udah connectornya tanpa perlu operator.

secara gak langsung, semuanya terhubung, begitu aja.

gue kaya udah capek banget ngehadepin ini semua. kaya gak ada jalan hidup lain aja.

yapi mungkin Allah sayang sama gue.
karena lagi ngasih cobaan hidup.
ya kan kak Maya? hehe.

kata kak maya, Allah nunjukkin rasa sayang ke kita bukan cuma lewat keberkahan dalam hidup
tapi juga dengan cobaan hidup.
tandanya Allah masih peduli sama hambaNya.

yaaa, walaupun banyak orang bilang ini, ah apaan sih lo divy cuma gtu doang.

tapi buat gue, ini sakit banget.

sangat nyiksa.

this is it, cerita hidup gue tentang cinta yang gak akan ada habisnya :')

c ya in next posting :')

taylor swift-you belong with me

Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me Lyrics

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

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cinta melulu

hidup gue ribet
err, gue gak ngerti kenapa cuma gara-gara masalah cinta,
semua yang gak besar jadi malah bikin ribet.
hidup gue jadi susah karena itu.
padahal, gue udah berusaha gimana ngelupain dia.
tapi semakin dicoba malah air mata yang bermain dalam roda kehidupan gue.


gila.

hidup memang gila. dan gak ada seorangpun yang bakalan tau gimana nasib dia, atau akan jadi apakah dia di masa depannya.

tapi pokoknya sekarang yang gak bisa gue ngerti, kenapa harus dia?
kenapa harus dia yang selalu ada di hati gue?
kenapa harus dia yang selalu mengelilingi semua kehidupan gue?
padahal di roda kehidupan dia, udah ada orang lain.

gue..

jadi ngerasa kaya orang bego. hahaha
agaknya buat sekarang gue cuma bisa ketawa di balik penderitaan gue yang semua gara-gara dia.

bukan gara-gara dia sepenuhnya sih,
mungkin karena jauh di lubuk hati gue,
apa yang hati gue rasa,
semuanya masih sama kaya dulu.

aneh memang, tapi inilah jalan cerita gue.

happy friday 13th !

udah lama gak nge-post nih. hehehe. banyak banget deh kayaknya alasan gue udah lama gak nge-blog. errrrr -____-

1. Internet lambreta mahakarya uwouwo *lebay
2. Belajar, belajar dan belajar *bohong*
3. hp itu lebih simple

hahaha, yang kedua beneran kok. sekolah gue kan mengharuskan muridnya terus belajaaaaaar :p

apa kabar bloggies?

semoga hari kalian menyenangkan walaupun hari ini adalaaaaaaaaah....

FRIDAY the 13th!

bagi sebagian orang yangn percaya, mereka bilang friday 13th itu the UNLUCKIEST DAY OF THE YEAR. heh?

ada yang percaya? gue gak tuh.

gini eh ya, emang cuma satu hari dalam setaun lo sial? gak kan.

bisa aja hari-hari lain lo ketiban sial atau apapun lah itu.

dan banyak yang bilang juga angka 13 itu sial.

wtf!

berarti gue sial ya? gue kan lahirnya tanggal 13. NO WAY!

13 itu gak sial. itu cuma dongeng lama yang dipercaya masyarakat jaman baheula.

yaaa, tapi mungkin bagi para pengusaha besar atau pemilik hotel serta rumah sakit yang punya gedung bertingkat-tingkat, gak bakalan naro lantai 13 di tombol-tombol lift. palingan adanya 12B atau semacemnya. itu sih terserah mereke, toh mereka yang bik gedungnya, LOL.

heeem agak sedikit kesel sih gue kenapa pada sirik banget sama angka 13. makanya gue paling gak suka kalo ada yang bilang anngak 13 itu SIAL. NOPE! i don't even believe on it :)

not only in friday 13th or another day with date of 13th makes ya not in a good situation.

okaaay c ya in next posting :)

p.s : i do ♥ 13 ! :)