don't say you can't if you haven't try it at all

Gue kadang pernah mikir, sering malah.

Gue bisa naik kelas gak ya?
Gue bisa lulus SMA gak ya?
Gue bisa masuk universitas yang gue mau gak ya?
Gue bisa lulus tepat waktu di universitas gak ya?
Gue bisa bisa dapet kerjaan yang bagus gak?
dan seterusnya.

Ya bisa dibilang, gue sering mikir jauh ke depan.
Gak tau kenapa, gue takut banget kalo salah satu impian gue ada yang gak tercapai.
Yah, namanya juga manusia sih, gak pernah ada puasnya.

Pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu selalu muncul di benak gue kalo lagi bengong, lagi belajar atau menjelang ujian.

Dan gue merasa, sadar malah, kalo belajar gue kurang.
Gue sangat tidak bisa sekali membagi waktu dengan baik *agak lebe, tapi bener*
Alhasil, rencana belajar gue pun kadang kala terbengkalai -__-

Gue pingin ngebanggain orangtua gue, semua keluarga gue.
Dan karena itu ada rasa takut di benak gue gak bakal bisa menuhin yang mereka mau apalagi cita-cita gue yang bisa aja gak tercapai istilahnya, melenceng dari rencana awal.

yah udahlah, mungkin ini semua cobaan buat gue dan bikin gue tambah semangat lagi.

"Don't say you can't if you haven"t try it at all"

full of love and spirit,
divy :)

he's just...different :p

alahmak. hidup gue kayaknya belibet banget ya?
ya, bagi gue doang sih hidup gue ribet.
ibarat nya, hidup gue itu kayak air di sungai yang ketutupan sampah jadi airnya malah kotor dan susah lewat *apasih.

gue..
apa ya? jatuh cinta lagi ? *gombalgembel.
ahelah, padahal untuk sekarang ini gue gak mau punya perasaan sama orang.
maaf ya kalo posting gue selalu mellow dan mayoritas tentang cinta.
gue aja sebenernya udah capek banget mikirin kaya gini. mikirin cara belajar yang baik dan benar aja udah susah banget, eh ditambah mikirin hal yang kurang penting sekarang ini.

dia di mata gue itu, cukup satu kata : slengean.

oh yea, dia gak asal slengan. dia hm, pinter. oke bisa dibilang presentase kepintaran gue dibandingkan dia itu 30-70. oke bukan gue yang 70, tapi dia -___- *ngerasa bego* *lebe*
i'm kinda like type of boys like that. i would rather to in love with someone who in love with sports, and a little bit what can i say, hm ya yang tadi itu, slengean. daripada cowo yang kaku ataupun cowo romantis-romantis gak jelas kaya tai kebo. lol.

every girls have their own type of boys, eh ?

gue..
mendem dalem banget ini. Dia gak seperti cowo-cowo yang gue suka sebelumnya. he's just...different :p

missing you, buddies

Long time no see, buddies :)
Udah lama banget gue gak posting di blog gue ini.
Re-read lagi, last posting gue itu New Moon. Oh God, i'm addicted to Twilight Saga as you all know :p

Back to first topic, i miss my blog.
i miss to write anything in here.
blog ini salah satu tempat gue berkelah kesah.
Tempat gue ngeluarin semua uneg-uneg gue. Ya bukan blog ini sih pertamanya, ada blog pertama gue, you may check it http://itsdivy.blogspot.com/ .
yah kebanyakan isi nya tentang cinta, sama aja kaya blog gue yang satu ini.

Jadi di podting kali ini, gue hanya ingin mengungkapkan betapa kangennya gue nge-blog.
betapa kangenya gue sama kalian semua yang sering buka blog gue.
i love you all.

oya, sekarang gue aktif di twitter dan agaknya meninggalkan dunia plurk karena jenuh.
you may follow my twitter : @divydepp
mention me then i'll follow you back :D

ttyl, buddies
full of love and happiness,

divy :)

FINALLY

wohoooo, finally. i watched NEW MOON. rawwwr :3

oh gosh, Jacob got AWESOME musclesssss. And Edward is still the same SUPERHOT !

uhm, exactly, at the first, i only love edrward. but when i saw the NEW JACOB BLACK.

i kind a little bit changing my mind :p

sooo, 65% for Edward and 35% for Jacob LOL

SPOILER*

Jacob and Bella 's part :

Jacob : oh my god bella you are bleeding.
Bella : ah i think so. i'm sorry..
Jacob : you're sorry because you're bleeding?

then Jacob opened his clothe and made his own clothes to clean up bella's blood in her head O_o
I WANT IT SOOO MUCH xD

Edward and Bella 's part :

Edward : I'll make you vampire by my own. with one thing to consider.
Bella : that's what i asked for.
Edward : marry me, bella.
Bellas : *siiiing*

OH GOSH. if i were Bella, i would say OF COURSE DIRECTLY ! raaaawrrr

the conversation weren't as same as much as the real one. but it closes to it :p

HAPPY NEW MONN PEOPLEEEE xD

c ya in next posting :)

a whole new world

a whole new world

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
you last let your heart decide

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways, and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we’re only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place i never knew
But when I’m way up here
It’s crystal clear
That now i’m in a whole new world
With you
Now I’m in a whole new world with you.

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don’t you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath- it gets better
I’m like a shooting star,
I’ve come so far I can’t go back to where i used to be

Every turn a surprize
With new horrizons to pursue
Every moment red letter

I’ll chase them anywhere, there’s time to spare,
let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
A whole new world
That’s where we’ll be
That’s where we’ll be
A thrilling chase
A wonderous place
For you and me

H-1 NEW MOON !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEW MOON !

1 DAY LEFT PEOPLE !

11.20.09

p.s : i'm Team Edward !

michael buble-save the last dance for me

since uhm at about 2 weeks ago, i heard michael's song named save the last dance for me.

gosssh i'm totally in LOOOOOOVVEEEEEEE with him.

wohooo, he's hot and he got SUPER VOICE xD

truthfully, i'm in love with your voice mr. buble :)

everything is also a great song. but i'm starting to like him since i heard this song *dance*




michael buble-save the last dance for me

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the candle light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the musics fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he take you home,you must tell him no'
Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me'

Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

c ya in next posting :)

without even say "hi !" to me

haha, what a crazy life do i have.

nothin' special can i say

but it'll be always about L-O-V-E.

do you think i'm having fun in this kind of fu*king situation?

no. A BIG NO!

i just want to get out from this kind of these things

it feels like everything in my heart's gonna blow up when he passes me without even saying HI :(

not even a word to say.

my heart likes uhm, what can i say, has a connector to him (?)

i don't know. my heart will ALWAYS beats fast when he near me. what a magical, huh?

but it hurts me A LOT!

i wish you could understand what do i feel about you.

but you couldn't.


c ya in next posting :')

katy perry-thinking of you

katy pery-thinking of you

Comparisons are easily turned
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one

Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if

You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes

Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…
stay….

this is it

akhir-akhir ini gue ngerasa hidup gue melankolis banget.

heem.

dikit-dikit ketemu dia, gue kaya pingin nangis. karena dia mirip banget sama mantan gue.

dan kenapa bayang-bayang mantan gue harus ada di dia?

aneh.

semua kaya udah connectornya tanpa perlu operator.

secara gak langsung, semuanya terhubung, begitu aja.

gue kaya udah capek banget ngehadepin ini semua. kaya gak ada jalan hidup lain aja.

yapi mungkin Allah sayang sama gue.
karena lagi ngasih cobaan hidup.
ya kan kak Maya? hehe.

kata kak maya, Allah nunjukkin rasa sayang ke kita bukan cuma lewat keberkahan dalam hidup
tapi juga dengan cobaan hidup.
tandanya Allah masih peduli sama hambaNya.

yaaa, walaupun banyak orang bilang ini, ah apaan sih lo divy cuma gtu doang.

tapi buat gue, ini sakit banget.

sangat nyiksa.

this is it, cerita hidup gue tentang cinta yang gak akan ada habisnya :')

c ya in next posting :')

taylor swift-you belong with me

Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me Lyrics

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

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cinta melulu

hidup gue ribet
err, gue gak ngerti kenapa cuma gara-gara masalah cinta,
semua yang gak besar jadi malah bikin ribet.
hidup gue jadi susah karena itu.
padahal, gue udah berusaha gimana ngelupain dia.
tapi semakin dicoba malah air mata yang bermain dalam roda kehidupan gue.


gila.

hidup memang gila. dan gak ada seorangpun yang bakalan tau gimana nasib dia, atau akan jadi apakah dia di masa depannya.

tapi pokoknya sekarang yang gak bisa gue ngerti, kenapa harus dia?
kenapa harus dia yang selalu ada di hati gue?
kenapa harus dia yang selalu mengelilingi semua kehidupan gue?
padahal di roda kehidupan dia, udah ada orang lain.

gue..

jadi ngerasa kaya orang bego. hahaha
agaknya buat sekarang gue cuma bisa ketawa di balik penderitaan gue yang semua gara-gara dia.

bukan gara-gara dia sepenuhnya sih,
mungkin karena jauh di lubuk hati gue,
apa yang hati gue rasa,
semuanya masih sama kaya dulu.

aneh memang, tapi inilah jalan cerita gue.

happy friday 13th !

udah lama gak nge-post nih. hehehe. banyak banget deh kayaknya alasan gue udah lama gak nge-blog. errrrr -____-

1. Internet lambreta mahakarya uwouwo *lebay
2. Belajar, belajar dan belajar *bohong*
3. hp itu lebih simple

hahaha, yang kedua beneran kok. sekolah gue kan mengharuskan muridnya terus belajaaaaaar :p

apa kabar bloggies?

semoga hari kalian menyenangkan walaupun hari ini adalaaaaaaaaah....

FRIDAY the 13th!

bagi sebagian orang yangn percaya, mereka bilang friday 13th itu the UNLUCKIEST DAY OF THE YEAR. heh?

ada yang percaya? gue gak tuh.

gini eh ya, emang cuma satu hari dalam setaun lo sial? gak kan.

bisa aja hari-hari lain lo ketiban sial atau apapun lah itu.

dan banyak yang bilang juga angka 13 itu sial.

wtf!

berarti gue sial ya? gue kan lahirnya tanggal 13. NO WAY!

13 itu gak sial. itu cuma dongeng lama yang dipercaya masyarakat jaman baheula.

yaaa, tapi mungkin bagi para pengusaha besar atau pemilik hotel serta rumah sakit yang punya gedung bertingkat-tingkat, gak bakalan naro lantai 13 di tombol-tombol lift. palingan adanya 12B atau semacemnya. itu sih terserah mereke, toh mereka yang bik gedungnya, LOL.

heeem agak sedikit kesel sih gue kenapa pada sirik banget sama angka 13. makanya gue paling gak suka kalo ada yang bilang anngak 13 itu SIAL. NOPE! i don't even believe on it :)

not only in friday 13th or another day with date of 13th makes ya not in a good situation.

okaaay c ya in next posting :)

p.s : i do ♥ 13 ! :)

another award (again) :)

wooow i got another award. and i got 2 in a row. both of them were from anind.

 

thankyouu anind :D

Syarat Pengambilan AWARD :
1. Buat Posting seperti diatas
2. Cantumkan Link Pemberi Award
3. Bagi rekan-rekan yang belum jadi Follow atau Tukeran Link, harap menjadi Follow atau bertukar link dengan saya
4. Copy-paste Image diatas atau DOWNLOAD

i give this award to :

1. Gomat
2. Kiki
3. Laras
4. Bolang

peraturannya :
1. banner gambar tidak boleh diubah; baik tulisan, warna atau signaturenya tapi kalau resize gambar boleh
2. tuliskan siapa yang kasih award dan urlnya
3. pilih lebih dari 2 female blogger yang kamu kenal dan belum menerima award ini, dan sebutkan alasan kenapa kamu  pikir mereka pantas menerima award ini!

i give this award to :

1. kiki
2. bolang
3. ais
4. laras

:)

a dream that will come true

semua orang pasti punya mimpi. even, some of their dreams are crazy, non sense or maybe terrible. tapi tiap orang tetep berhak punya mimpi apapun yang dia mau. entah itu jadi buruh, jadi dokter bahkan tukang pipa sekalipun.

mimpi gue? ambassador. gue udah bersikeras jadi diplomat. dari sma kelas 1 akhir sampai sekarang mimpi gue belum berubah. hahaha. tadinya sih mimpi gue jadi akuntan, tapii, gag jadi ah. LOL.

tau kenapa? gue pingin jadi ambassador indonesia di luar negeri. gue pingin jadi ahli di bidang itu. gue pingin mimpi gue jadi kenyataan. dan gue harus tetep bermimpi dengan tetap berusaha. makanya gue pun memutuskan untuk masuk jurusan ips dan bukan ipa sesuai dengan apa yang keluarga besar gue harapkan. gue ngikutin apa yang hati gue mau. dengan itu, gue gag bakalan menyesal dengan apa yang gue pilih.

satu pesan : tetaplah bermimpi namun dengan usaha yang gag main-main dengan begitu lo gag bakalan menyesal nantinya. 

New Moon Official Trailer

oh my i'm addicted to twilight saga soo much. it was awesome.so, i gave you the new moon trailer. there are two of them. check this out :)

imagination

that's the story today.

IMAGINATION.

gue suka berimajinasi. saat gue berimajinasi, seakan otak gue mengeluarkan ide-ide yang brilian dalam suatu hal. entah itu foto, puisi, short poems, quotes, lagu bahkan cerita. tapi sayangnya, imajinasi gue seringnya muncul di saat gue gag berhadapan dengan kertas dan pulpen ataupun kamera. jadi gue agak susah buat merealisasikan sesuatu tersebut.

ya gue tau, di dunia ini semua orang punya imajinasi sendiri. mereka punya persepsi berbeda akan suatu hal. yang contoh mungkin gue anggap bagus tapi beberapa orang menganggap itu weird or geeky or whatever. imajinasi tiap orang pasti punya kelebihan tersendiri.

pesan gue, jangan pernah takut untuk berimajinasi. imajinasi akan membuat otak lo lebih cerdas dan berpikiran lebih luas. baca aja novel-novel atau bacaan yang membuat lo bisa berpikiran luas dan berimajinasi tinggi.

jump baby ! jump!

entrace to other world by seeing your environment

:)

♥ them so much :*

♥ kim bum - jung ji hoon - vin diesel - gong ji cheol - shia labeouf - lee min ho ♥

I DO ♥ INDONESIA :

yeaaaaay dapet award. pertama kali dapet award sejak di blog baru, fufufu. thankyouu anind :)

fufu, okaaay so this is the award :P

Rule : bikin puisi, kata-kata atau pesan buat negara kita indonesia ♥ dan berikan award ini pada 10 orang yang cinta negara Indonesia khususnya warga negara Indonesia :)

I give this award to :

• gomat
• kak fariz
• laras
• kiki
• winony

pesan :

gue haraaaap, indonesia makin maju dari negara lain khususnya si negara-yang-suka-bikin-rusuh-dan-bisanya-nyuri-karya-bangsa-lain fufufufu. Dan Indonesia juga harus tetap menjaga kelestarian negaranya dan hilangkan para teroris. kembaliin aja deh ke negara asalnya :)

btw, maaf yaa cuma 5 oraaaang fufufu :)

The Beginning of Arovilla

Arovilla. Kalo temen-temen gue pasti tau kalo ada kata arovilla selalu merujuk ke gue. Dan salah satu temen gue ada yang reques asal muasal nama arovilla.

 Arovilla.

Sebenernya gue terilham bikin nama ini agaknya aneh. Masalahnya ini nama tercetus waktu lagi pelajaran biologi kelas 10. Waktu itu gue lagi bete belajar biologi, biasanya gue semangat. Terus gue bolak-balik buku biologi karena bete. Nah gue nemuin satu kata ilmiah unik Anabaena azollae. Dan entah kenapa, gue langsung zet zet zet, nulis kata arovilla di kertas coretan sampe banyak banget.

Akhirnya, setiap gue bikin account apapun gue selalu pake nama itu. Karena keliatan keren! gag kecowok-cowo an dan gag kecewe-cewe an. hoho (dance)

Lain cerita, waktu itu salah satu temen deket gue, bilang. 

"Pi, alter ego kamu apa?" *siiiiing* norak mode on.

Dan aku baru tau alter ego itu adalah alternative ego. Hoo, kampungnya sayaa. Jadi alter ego itu sisi lain dari diri kita sendiri. Dan dia pake dua kata buat nama dia. Gue juga doong, mau ngeksis pake alter ego. Awkawk. Dan emang bener, gue punya 2 kepribadian. Yang satu acak kadul, berantakan, males dan tomboy. Tapi di sisi lain gue suka belanja, foto-foto, paling benci liat barang berantakan, dan satu yang paling tidak bisaa kalian percaya yaitu rajiin. Omigot, gue aja baru tau kalo gue rajin, wakwkakw.

 

Dan karena arovilla itu cuma 1 kata dan ritme nya gag senada, gue nambahin nama Magenthum di depannya. Magenthum itu berasal dari kata mega yang berarti gede. Gue nambahin nama itu karena sesuai sama badan gue yang MEGA ! ha. Soo, jadilah nama Magenthum Arovilla. It is my alter ego. The feminist, shopaholic, unMessy person, and (err hard to say) diligent.

 

:)